Sonnet 7

I’m not sure
Of how I’m to handle,
A situation so obscure,
I feel unlike myself; a scandal,
Dumb,
I thought I could fool my loved one’s and I,
Into a pathway and aimlessly wonder into hope; but I feel numb,
It’s like I failed, but I haven’t yet tried,
Tears Unleash,
At the thought of my mistakes,
I seem to follow order; but not what I preach,
A situation where I give, and take, and take, and take, and take,
I killed a soul,
And I’m left, no longer whole.