Diaries of a Skeptic [1]: What happens when a Skeptic is Happy?

HERE ARE MY MANY ATTEMPTS TO DESCRIBE MY CONDUCT…

I’m perplexed, actually;
I was expecting to be in a dark state of mind,
However, I’m aligned by pure happiness…
My words seem to fall in place---
Perfectly, alive;

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Quite perplexed—actually,
Expected myself to be under the weather,
Yet I’m aligned by pure happiness…

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Not sure what it is,
My words seem to fall in place—in my mind—
Overthrown, crowned in peace…

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I’m quite perplexed,
Aligned by what seems to be pure happiness,
Feels like I’m being tested.

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I’m determined to write,
To write...
The perseverance of my pure happiness,
Despite my loss of words..

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My mind...

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Determined to write,
The perseverance of my happiness—despite my loss of words,
And complexity;

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My mind is blank unfortunately,
It would have been nice to describe this feeling—empty,
My mind is empty with happiness….

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OH, I GIVE UP!
I’m HAPPY!

FIN.