Sonnet 9

I am known,
For a lot of things,
My tone,
Merely echoes, rings,
A lot of bells,
To many I’m sure,
They’re stuck in a world of realms,
Without a cure,
To face defeat,
They stand in demise,
Below my feet,
They realize,
I’m unstoppable,
And to duplicate my shine, ha. IMPOSSIBLE!

Sonnet 8

Time is unnoted,
Your presence; real shady,
My words sugar coated,
Around you daily,
I work hard,
Conjuring up new ways,
To please you by far,
I’m probably the only idiot waiting many days,
No years,
Just to prove how faithful I could be,
But I found you have yourself many ‘deer’s’,
By you already,
And now I feel like a fool,
How could you be so ignorant, so cruel?

Sonnet 7

I’m not sure
Of how I’m to handle,
A situation so obscure,
I feel unlike myself; a scandal,
Dumb,
I thought I could fool my loved one’s and I,
Into a pathway and aimlessly wonder into hope; but I feel numb,
It’s like I failed, but I haven’t yet tried,
Tears Unleash,
At the thought of my mistakes,
I seem to follow order; but not what I preach,
A situation where I give, and take, and take, and take, and take,
I killed a soul,
And I’m left, no longer whole.

Sonnet 6

You can’t even last a minute or two,
Without having her,
By you,
You can’t help but wonder,
When you see me by myself,
Can’t handle me,
No longer needing your help,
Well, then what do you make of me?
You’d thought I’d wait till you come back,
Like I have no life,
Like I only have to watch your life on track,
Live that FNCKING replay of when you struck that knife,
Through my heart,
Let me be! I’m already torn in many parts…

Sonnet 5

My essence is that of a child,
If given, I would take drastic measures,
I wish to set myself free like the wind,
And live ever,
Untamed,
Like a tiger,
With fame,
Known as a fighting survivor,
Unmoved, by no movement made by man,
Living just for myself,
Instead of being damned,
And no need for another’s help,
Because I would be free,
Set free being me.

Sonnet 4

Desire does not exist without lust,
Physical attributes of one,
Induces trust,
And then looking into the sun,
No longer causes a fuss,
Because “true love” blooms at heart,
Making even the smallest things a must,
So the two together create beautiful art!
Perhaps these are the things that make us shallow,
Angelic skin,
Suddenly makes us see a halo,
Now life is an amazing hymn,
The thought makes me laugh every day,
LOVE, has merely become nothing more than a say.

Sonnet 3

It is unstoppable this race,
It feels like a rush of adrenaline,
My heart pounds without a base,
I feel like I committed a sin,
But I know that’s not the case,
It is different,
My untimely phase,
But the message is sent,
Back and forth in my body,
Tense, tense,
It makes me,
That is my forsaken sense,
Perhaps in the future,
I’ll learn not to be my own destructor.

Sonnet 2

“He loves you dearly,”
“You’re his everything,”
“No one is that into you clearly,”
“He’ll be the one to make you sing!”

Then tell me dearest,
Aren’t I entitled to a heart of my own?
Find a guy who shows me love, true bliss,
A guy I desire, Instead of having one sold,
To me; because he loves me truly,
Then why was I raised to feel?
So you can tell me who is seemingly,
Perfect for me; and convince me he’s real,
NO thank you; your enforcement isn’t right,
I have my own sight.

Sonnet 1

Every day is a charade,
People always out to act fly,
I’ve haven’t come across the sane,
Life is just a lie,
Why are we here?
Perhaps to play a part,
In this on and off world so unfair,
I just want to depart,
Myself from it all,
Needless,
This decent, this fall,
Clueless,
As too what happens next,
I’m deprived without rest.